20-0-9 wrapup

With so much going on, days from now, 2009 will be over -- A new decade on the rise...And like when everyone's in school or work, time for some little recaps of the year that soon will be a "was"...

1. Naturals and a not so natural...
--- the wrath of Typhoon Ondoy and Pepeng in the Luzon island
--- major earthquakes in Indonesia
--- Mayon volcanic eruption
--- Maguindanao massacre

2. Mournings...
--- Farrah Fawcett [1/3 of Charlie's Angels]
--- Michael Jackson [Pop Superstar]
--- Brittany Murphy [actress]
--- Francis Magalona [Master Rapper]
--- Johnny Delgado [Pinoy actor]
--- Former President Cory Aquino

3. Triumphs...
--- Pinoys unite as we rise above the ruins of the Typhoons
--- Manny Pacquiao [7-title World Boxing Champ]
--- Efren Penaflorida [CNN Hero of the Year 2009]
--- Muelmar Magallanes [Time Magazine's top 10 Heroes of the Year 2009]

4. Scandals and a few WTF's...
--- Tiger Woods and his women scandal
--- Hayden Kho - Katrina Halili sex video scandals [here in the Philippines]
--- Manny Pacquiao - Krista Ranillo ish...
--- Kanye West shuts up Taylor Swift
--- Miley Cyrus shuts down her Twitter
--- Paula Abdul quits American Idol and Ellen Degeneres replaces...

5. Concerts here and there...
--- Eraserheads reunion concert
--- Lea Salonga
--- Craig David
--- Lady Gaga
--- Akon
--- Katy Perry [benefit concert]
--- David Archuleta and David Cook [sooo love it!!!hope this one gets a repeat]

6. Movies and TV
--- Glee!!! need i say more???
--- Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
--- Transformers 2
--- New Moon
--- Avatar
--- Slumdog Millionaire

7. [more] Watch outs
--- Glee [by April]
--- American Idol Season 9
--- Philippines' Presidential Elections 2010
--- Danny Gokey's 1st album
--- David Archuleta's sophomore album

8. Personal Events
--- 1st year as Ex Presidenta of YOCASOCI
--- E-heads concert experience
--- the David Archie highness in Manila [lots of thumbs up on this one ^_^]
--- Uniquely Singapore self-adventure
--- reunions with former colleagues-friends
--- new work environment and new found colleagues [hopefully, to become my new friends]
--- more new found friends [thanks to being a David Archie fan]>> Naree, Ferj, Larissa, Bill, Izz, Debz, Pui, etc.
--- single but inspired...wahaha

9. Future What-I-want-Endeavors-Adventures
--- more travels!!!!!!! a Pinas island and an out-of-the country pleasseeee!!!
--- a new cellphone unit [yebba...^_^]
--- drive the family car with a license...
--- buy new household stuff to renovate the place...
--- learn to swim again or a new sport...
--- anything art or fashion related...

10. wishing unity and strength amidst adversities for myself and country; and to be the one-less-lonely girl for 2010 *fingers crossed*...sheessshhh...I won't be saying this often...Just gonna play it in my head...

Well, of course, there's much more that can be added to this list. One thing certain, we're moving forward to a new year -- to change, improve, maintain -- always for the better.

Happy New Year and Hello 20-10!!!

not that bad...but not the best...

Finally, after months of just telling myself I will watch a movie, I did. Along with my friend Abie, we watched "New Moon" no matter what...

Honestly, I'm not a huge fan of Stephanie Mayer or anything to do with vampires, but I read the "Twilight" series, I just got the hang of it. It was a fad in our office a year ago and now it was finally interpreted in the big screen.

No wonder, the publicity and exposures of Robert Pattinson [who plays Edward] and Kristin Stewart [who plays Bella] brought huge clamor for the public to get too curious to watch the movie. Adding up a new character, Jacob Black [played by Taylor Lautner], brought a little spice to the plot. I would say "New Moon" is better than the first one, "Twilight". Forgive me, but I was really pissed with the first one cause of it's poor cinematography and interpretation. Watching the first 5 minutes and I really wanted to go home, but I just don't want to make my money flush down the drain...Sad to say, it did...

As always, don't expect too much for movies based on book adaptations because you'll end up with disappointments. C'mon guys, it's just common sense that books can't be turned into movies in every nitty gritty detail or we'll all end up in movie houses for days. I would suggest that treat it as if you've never read the book or if you really can't help it, don't watch it.

Overall, it's better but not the best that I've watched...I would say that is the last movie I have watched in the big screen for 20-0-9...More to watch, but that will be next year already...Holidays are just eating my "me" time...

state of mind...

Thoughts run faster than a speeding bullet...A single action or word or feeling could lead to a thousand thoughts and judgments from different people...That's how the power of God is really amazing...

Ask me now and my thoughts this second could be a different one in a matter of hours...

Half crazy...
Excited for the holidays...
Missing someone or more than one...
and there's so much more...no wonder I blog...hehe^_^

But what if your thoughts, your state of mind, suddenly turns into an awesome song...It made me hum and sing and all giddy excited even more...



Well...singer / songwriter Alicia Keys makes good music...just like David Archuleta...and now I'm anticipating all the more to get a copy of her album "Elements of Freedom", in stores on Dec 15...

*source: www.aliciakeys.com*

Pinoys on the rise...

For two weeks now, the Philippines has been getting reasons to rise above the ruins and celebrate...

Another world record for the country in the field of sports, as Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao won his 7th world division title against Miguel Cotto of Puerto Rico. 12 rounds of hard hitting boxing amused the world and despite getting body pains, the Pound-per-Pound King gave his all for the pride and honor of our country.
Just today, in New York, a simple educator from the streets of Manila won the CNN Hero of the Year for 2009. Efren Penaflorida, together with some volunteers formed Dynamic Teen Company, has been making education accessible by teaching kids and bringing books / educational materials via pushcart. With his sheer acts of kindness and love for the country, his efforts were paid off that now some of his students are joining him to teach other street children. And of course, he was nominated and won CNN Hero of the Year 2009. Besides the cash prize of US $100,000, he brought honor and hope to this country that with hard work and patriotism, the Philippines can still be a better place to live in.

To these two, CONGRATULATIONS AND WE SALUTE YOU!!!

To all of us, CHEERS AND MAY THEIR ACTS AND LOVE FOR COUNTRY BE AN INSPIRATION TO MAKE A CHANGE FOR A BETTER PHILIPPINES!!!

source: CNN News

a basic need that shouldn't be wasted...

Days ago, it was all in the news that UN [United Nations] mentioned that there are around 1 billion people all over the world who are suffering from hunger. It is neither a joke nor an announcement to the public just to inform...

I'm sure we are aware of our surroundings that there are beggars in the streets, financially challenged people who struggle everyday to survive. It's just that we ignore or we don't seem to care. Yes, me and my family work for a living but not just for food alone...I admit, there are times I ignore this issue because I don't feel what's it like to work so hard not for buying luxuries or material things but just to eat. And that is the effect to the rest of us who are financially capable [if not really filthy rich], we tend to be complacent and not thinking of other people but ourselves.

What makes this issue of hunger worse are the people who don't care and at the same time, who don't eat wisely or properly. I admit again, I used to buy food before in big servings or get food filling up the plate in parties and end up not finishing them up. But years ago, when I had a heartache that caused me to eat one meal a day only [yes, you read it "one meal" only] for months, that became the turning point for me to learn the value of food. When I got back to my normal eating routine [breakfast-snack-lunch-snack-dinner], it isn't just about filling up my stomach but realizing that I have to give my best not to waste whatever food is placed on my plate. Having food trips with family or friends as past time, I feel bad when I so much leftovers going on with the plates/food packages in restos or fastfood chains. It's not because I wanna eat them all up but because I know there are a lot of people getting really hungry everyday --- hungry because they can't afford to buy even a piece of bread. Those leftovers couldn't have been leftovers but rather have ended up being shared to the rest of the world. And the hungry wouldn't end up eating leftovers but rather healthy and fresh meals. Plus, it isn't easy to keep going and working if a person skips a meal. Been there, felt that -- I used to skip meals during my high school and college days just to finish an assignment or project and I ended up being acidic and diagnosed with gastritis [which I have in me for life...].

Actually, there are ways how to end up with less leftovers of food...They may not bring out big results but collaborated little efforts per person could contribute soon with the hunger situation the world is going through at the moment...Let me share just a few of those...

1. Plan what you want to eat -- There are those who make abrupt decisions on what to eat. The result: They can't finish up the food or they are forced to finish it until they end up with the vomit feeling.

** Before falling in line to order or before calling a waiter to take the order, plan first what meal you can finish up then decide which is your crave to eat. In short, don't order by impulse.

2. Eat in groups -- This is if you'll be eating out with friends. Instead of ordering individual meals / plates, order a "to-share" or a meal good for how many persons. You don't just lessen the chances of leftovers but you also spend less. Just make sure to ask first the resto's meals if they're good for how many persons.

3. Take out what's left -- Ok, I know some wouldn't appreciate this tip, but really, this might help. Of course, this will be based on your judgment. Take note of two considerations: if there was so much left on the plates and if they wouldn't spoil easily even if you take them home.

** If you're in a resto, you can ask the waiter to have the food wrapped for take out while asking for your bill to pay. If you're in a fast food chain, simply ask for a plastic or container at the counter.

NOTE: Do this if you're with your family and friends or if you're with someone comfortable. Of course, don't do it on special functions or events you're attending.

4. Know your eating ritual or habit -- In this way, you would know how much you should eat per meal. Honestly, this was one of the things I did that changed a few of my eating rituals. I'm not saying this for you guys to be on diet. I'm NOT ON A DIET =)

** Try to observe how much you eat per meal for a week. If you end up having leftovers often for that entire week, try to lessen your servings week after week. If writing it down would help, then do so.

NOTE: Again, this is not to make you guys stop eating but to lessen leftovers, meaning you will end up finishing up your food without ending up vomiting.

5. Learn to say "NO" -- As simple as it is...

If somebody offers you food even if you're full, don't hesitate to say NO...It's more shameful if you end up biting from a big piece of bread or only consuming a spoonful from an entire plate, just because you don't want the one who offered to feel bad...We can say some negative things in an honest yet positive tone, if we would want to.

Well, my intention of posting this is not for you guys to feel bad or pity while eating. The purpose is to make each one of us realize that hunger isn't a petty problem. It increases each year. Let's not wait for the future generations to experience this at its worst. I'm sure each government all over the world is putting its best efforts to minimize this, but in our little ways we should realize and work as one than just aware-then-ignore. For now, we only have one world, so let's utilize our need -- FOOD -- properly.

reasons to celebrate in November...

Some say that November is considered a lonely month because here in the Philippines, November 1 and 2 are days when we visit the cemeteries and pay respects to our dead loved ones. But, who says it isn't a month to celebrate and have fun as well?...For the inner teenage that I still have even if I'm twenty-ish [haha...got that from a commercial], let me give reasons to celebrate:

1. birthday overloads...

High School friends: Doc Gemma, Nurse Shengky [who's got a new bf now...woot], Events Organizer Michelle
Former Officemates/Friends: O.C Abie [Ate Abie...hehe], Eastwood City Godfather Sir Rhoel [haha...necessary title daw yan]
My Godchild: Hami [Hannah Mikaela]
New Friendship-Fellow David Archie Fan: Larissa [i prefer to call her..."the lucky one"...haha *kidding*]

2. Archuleta Philippines 1st yr Anniversary =)
-- we wouldn't be updated and Archie-loving some more if it wasn't for the updates from the peeps here ^_^

3. Ninang [Godmother] to be again
-- 5 all in all..but will be turning 6 godchildren cause my cousin's son will add up to my list...

4. One of my close friend is engaged
-- she's engaged to her long distant German boyfriend...congrats Kristal =)
ps. another wedding?!...haaayzzz...when's my turn? if it's possible lang naman...haha...anyway, never mind =)

5. Starbucks-sticker-collecting-for-a-planner time again [no need to explain]

6. New designs of clothes...cause SALE is over for most malls...haha *bitchy*

7. 2012, New Moon...and new movies that I can watch soon [thank you God for the new opportunity^_^]

8. Bonifacio Day [another holiday] at the end of the month
-- ah ehem Carla, that is if your new workplace is affected with a Philippine holiday?!...haha...

9. New Job and Environment...
-- just starting so I can't conclude that much yet...but at the moment, it's a reason to celebrate too right?!

10. all about David Archuleta -- his Christmas from the Heart album, his US Christmas tour, his posts on magazines nd everything David Archie [should I really elaborate this further???!!!...haha...hell no^_^]

11. and that after this month, it's Christmas season and closing 20-0-9...new year, new chapter...woohoo ^_^

Advance Maligayang Pasko [Merry Christmas] at Manigong Bagong Taon [Happy New Year] to everyone!!! Let's make this month count...12 months wouldn't be 12 if it wasn't for one of them which is November ^_^

make yourself count...

Months away from now and it'll be 2010. Next year will be a significant year for our country as we make a change by going through the 2010 Presidential Elections. I got a text message from a person close to me saying that he is finally a registered voter for next year's elections. He's excited to be able to exercise his right to vote and contribute to the country's history.

Sincerely, I'm happy for him because he really loves the Philippines. He is a very patriotic individual in words and actions. I seriously admire him even more for that. Congratulations...you are one true proud Pinoy. Kudos to you =)

I may not be very vocal about my thoughts on politics as I always say, but I'm excited to vote one more time and make my voice count for this country. I've been a registered voter years ago and it's gonna be my 3rd time to vote next year. But, whatever happens soon and whoever is placed in the highest position in the land, I will never tire of voting and making 1 vote bring a change to this nation.

So for those who aren't registered yet [who should be...], c'mon guys, STAND UP AND BE COUNTED. DON'T WASTE TIME...REGISTER NOW at the nearest Comelec office in your area...It's only until Oct. 31, 2009 =)

my simple Christmas wish list 2009 ^_^

I wasn't excited about Christmas weeks ago due to the worries I used to have, but now, it's starting to look a little bit like Christmas. And just for some motivation for me to awesomely work hard, here is my simple wish list [simple because I'm just gonna start working this Monday...haha^_^]...

1. The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown
Well, it's all in the bookstores so reading this newest Dan Brown novel is one of my what-to-do's to cap off my 2009...


2. The Elements of Freedom by Alicia Keys
Superwoman A Keys, herself, is releasing her 4th album before the year ends and I've always been a fan of her music in the R&B genre. It's about time I buy her album and start collecting her CD's =) [ok tweeps, David Archuleta will always be on the top of my list^_^]


3. A Charles and Keith shoe or bag
Just to start investing on some good quality shoes and bags for my soon-to-be corporate attire. Don't worry, I'll take it one at a time...Not all the time, alrighty???


4. Team Manila shirt or the Bench 7107 shirt
I officially consider 20-0-9 as Philippine Year for me...haha...A lot of Pinoys making a name in the field of fashion, films, music, sports and humanity - as we united as one nation in helping one another in the recent calamities we had...Proud to be Pinay through words, actions, thoughts and wearing Pinay pride [with a statement shirt that is] =)
5. Lomo camera
I don't know...Consider me a late bloomer, but I'm trying new things one at a time...Themed pictures or photography in general fascinates me...But since I'm not an expert in this new kinda stuff, I guess I have to start with the basics -- A Lomo Camera!!! ^_^

Basically, I got one of my items on the wish list [I just felt like not including anymore, cause I got it anyway...haha...weird] --- Christmas from the Heart by David Archuleta...It started there...Well, being able to have anyone in this list will already be an icing on my cake...I'm not that materialistic anyways to splurge on all of them at the same time...

Besides, these are just material stuff...Essentially, I wish for strength, unity and faith for the Philippines and its people...For whatever challenges each one of us are going through, I wish that we maybe optimistic and realize the ways for us to start all over again and be better. I wish a happy Christmas, that people will celebrate the season bonded by love for one another and for God, above all...

source: pics c/o Team Manila's website

sweet tooth Pinay from the heart

How're ya doin' peeps???

Haha...just a little amped up for blogging again...THANK GOODNESS!!! ^_^

If there was one of the few things that I enjoyed during my bumming month, it was having a new crave again. This time it's froyo [frozen yogurt]. For as long as there is a yogurt that can be mixed with toppings of your choice, I'm in for it. Well, seriously, I'm a Red Mango craving being now...haha

Besides my sweet tooth craving, the past calamities made me appreciate and love my country, the Philippines, all the more. I know it shouldn't just be through words but more on actions. But, can I just say that through fashion too? I've been eyeing to start collecting bracelets or accessories that spell good causes. I've been wishing I could buy the "Invisible Children" bracelet, but for now, Philippines first. And to start with, I bought a "Yabang Pinoy" bracelet...It's made of pure abaca woven by folks in the province. Proceeds of buying the bracelet will go to the local foundations or organizations that Yabang Pinoy is supporting. It only costs P50.00. But, there are a lot of personalities and celebrities that have been wearing this bracelet in support to promote our one and only country, the Philippines. For further details, on where you can buy the bracelet or help the organization with their cause, check their website -- yabangpinoy.com. You can also click the ad that's posted here on my site to be linked directly to their website.

Finally, it's all in the music news now -- David Archuleta's "Christmas from the Heart" album is released. It isn't just an album for the super loyal and loving David Archie fans but for everyone who would love to play a Christmas song or two to feel the spirit of the coming season. From the generic songs of every artist for a Christmas album [like Joy to the World, O Come All Ye Faithful, etc] to Christmas songs in a different language [Pat-a-pan and Riu Riu Chiu], I'm sure there will be one of the 13 tracks that you would love to play over and over again. Personally, my super favorite is his version of "Ave Maria". Everytime I hear this on his album, it reminds me of my chorale days when we used to sing different versions of "Ave Maria" in church. This song is actually one of the few that give me goosebumps. I must say, David Archuleta's version drew me into tears of joy and goosebumps on the CRITICAL LEVEL...hehe...For those who have been exposed and learned a few about music, David Archuleta draws a connection to the listeners to feel the Christmas spirit minus melancholy. It's not a sad album. And once again, his vocal skills -- his tenor prowess -- proves him to be one of amazing young singers we have in this generation.How I wish I could see and hear him on his Christmas tour in the US next month, but I'm completely aware that my financial capacity ain't enough to make me get there. Just hearing his voice now and the way he interprets every song, I'm deeply moved and deeply satisfied.
And now, it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas right??? ^_^

answered prayer...

Sometimes, when one feels sooo down and sooo empty, that's when something strange happens...A strange yet good thing happens, unexpectedly...

Finally, my weeks of being a home buddy and crazy pessimism are soon to be over...

What I feel right now is gratitude, happiness and excitement...

This 1 month of depression, anxiety and self-pity will just be a thing of the past...

Grateful that I learned a lot from this period of my life...In this day and age, it isn't easy to find a job. Moreover, it isn't easy to be jobless (except if you are more financially capable and blessed). Humility is accepting that you have got true strengths and weaknesses all mixed up in your life. Nobody is perfect and nobody is higher than the Creator. But, we are given the capacities that set us apart from everybody else.

When I was at the lowest point of my emotions and every time tears shed from my eyes, I took refuge of the Supreme Being and suddenly I feel better...

Now I got my answered prayer...Sometimes, the answer is simply within your reach...We just either let it pass or we don't seem to notice...

Now, the tears are simply tears of joy -- joy of going through a new beginning, a better beginning...

song for the day: Don't Stop Believin' -- Journey / Glee Soundtrack

so...so...random calai^_^

I almost forgot...It's October already...I've not been that excited posting blogs lately, but since I'm all mixed up, time for some random-slash-all-mixed-up talking...

FAMILY -- It was my mom's birthday last Oct 2 and of course, it was time for some family bonding...That day was a stormy one caused by typhoon "Pepeng" but it didn't stop us to head on to Atrium at SM Megamall...

SPORTS -- Got 5 words...Congrats Ateneo!!! One Big Fight!!! --- They are back-to-back champions of the UAAP...Well, it is a certainly Blue Year ^_^

COUCH POTATO that's ME -- Lately, I'm hooked with 3 tv shows --> Gossip Girl, Glee and Amazing Race 15 -- At least, there are a few that can cover up my missing mode for the meantime for American Idol^_^

ANYTHING BAD NEWS -- After the 2 storms that hit our country, we are currently experiencing power interruptions for 4-6 hours due to transformers that were burnt. Sad to say, it's gonna be till Monday, Oct.12 (not good!!!)

HEARTBREAKING NEWS -- The post about the supposed to be Zero Gravity part 2 here in Manila is not going to happen anymore...So guys, forget it...This just in, David Archuleta will not be proceeding here in Manila because he's not gonna be available on Nov. 14...**heartbreak-_-'** But on a positive note, the Benefit Concert will still push through and what's important is that those who were affected by the calamities will be sufficed. Kudos and hats off still to MTV Philippines...But of course, to us David Archie fans, it's still a HEARTACHE =(

MORE PERSONAL HEARTBREAKING NEWS -- I'm still bumming here at home...I hope my applications will prosper already in days time...My time is running out...As what KC Concepcion said in "Lovers in Paris", "Wish ko lang magkatrabaho na ako!!!"...And I mean that^_^

ON A LIGHTER AND A BIT POSITIVE NOTE -- I wanna take this opt to thank all my friends for not giving up on me -- for words of encouragement, helping me look for job opportunities, for hanging out to check with me if I'm still ok and the prayers -- Words are not enough to thank you all!!! You know who you guys and gals are...

AND THE PORTION THAT's DAVID ARCHIE!!!^_^ -- In a few days time, David's Christmas Album entitled "Christmas from the Heart" will be released here in Manila (Oct 12, 2009). It's a definite early Christmas treat for his fans and what I basically need at the moment to liven me up...
-- He will also be included in People Magazine's 35th anniversary edition along with a Teen Idol in the 80's, Rick Springfield. Here is a short video clip with the two Teen Idols: Then and Now



-- And lastly, he also made a video blog of the things he's been through the past few days/weeks. Besides the fact that he mentioned his Christmas album release, he's got new haircut and a visit from the dentist because of his wisdom tooth...Seriously David, you remind me of someone who did the same thing months ago...Is this a sign??? LOL^_^


Alright, I'm wrapping this baby up and I hope in the next few blogs there is some positive light shedding for me...SERIOUSLY some good news na...

video sources: teendaily.net; youtube.com/theofficialarchuleta

happy 1st birthday c'est la vie!!!!

With so much things going around, I almost forgot...It's been a year already since I started blogging here in BLOGGER-slash-BLOGSPOT --- October 3 to be exact...

I've been writing since I was a student...So that's more than 10 years ago...And when this BLOG-MANIA started, I worked my way to share my life and everything about life.

But in this side of the website, I was not only able to share my life but I was able to entertain and inform friends, colleagues and passerby-readers...

So, expect more stories to share...more thoughts to keep you informed...more emotions to make you realize a lot...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my BLOG!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY "C'est La Vie"!!!

Thanks to all the readers I've touched in my little ways and words!!! More years to come ^_^

Zero Gravity part 2 ^_^

It started with a tweet courtesy of partyphile and tv personality, Tim Yap. Finally, it is confirmed.

MTV Philippines is organizing a benefit concert in lieu of the supposed to be Katy Perry concert this Saturday, Oct. 3. The benefit concert is for the victims of typhoon Ondoy here in the Philippines. As for this event, Katy Perry is still for confirmation but the very big good news is that David Archuleta --- let's highlight this again --- David Archuleta!!! --- will be coming over to Manila to join the concert!!!

It's a super EXCITING feeling for me that he'll be coming back but it's kinda sad too because he's gonna come back for a not so good situation that's going on here in our country. Despite that, it's still a grateful feeling that he is more on acting than just mere talking of his sentiments to the latest calamity that hit the Philippines. He shall be coming here to the country for a good cause. Thumbs up David!!!

I'm definitely EXCITED *fainting* and at ZERO GRAVITY that he's coming back...I don't care if it's gonna be a standing open field...and it's ok if I don't get to see him at the VIP area [cause I cant afford at the moment], as long as I get to see him and I'll be watching for a good reason, I am satisfied with that =)

No major details yet or final updates...so I'll keep u guys posted...

Hope my Asian friends would be able to come and see the concert...

Anyway for more updates, check the Archuleta Philippines website: archuletaphilippines.com

HPspace

Sorry to disturb you guys at the moment, I know this isn't a good timing but then again, there's a deadline that's why I need a little helping hand...

I submitted an audition video for HPSpace -- a reality contest in Singapore...I won't elaborate it further...

For those who have email addresses, pls sign up on the website www.hpspace.com and search my audition video by typing my name --- Carla Charisse. Pls view and rate my video...and spread the word to your friends who have the time to use the internet...


I'm not good in video making because I just used my trusty cellphone to record a short clip. I just wanted to take the chances of joining. This is a very little favor, I hope you guys could help me -- especially, to my fellow Filipinos out there...

The deadline is on Oct 4, 2009 -- that's on Sunday...Getting to be picked as one of the finalists will be an absolutely big help for me already...At least for a try...

Thanks in advance guys and God bless =)

the aftermath...

It's sunny now here in my place...But some places are still in rehabilitation...

As of today, Sept 29, 2009, a lot of organizations are still accepting donations and packing relief goods for the rest of our fellow Filipinos who are still in evacuation centers and flooded. The flooded areas have already subsided...and what's left...

ruined houses, houses and hard-earned owned materials with mud...

Just gonna leave here a few short messages about this...Honestly, I may not be deeply affected but I am saddened cause this was not an expected fate for our country...

1. To those who wanna help, try to check websites like abs-cbn.com and gmanews.tv for the list of organizations you could participate in to send donations or volunteer. You could also check superbianca.blogspot.com [blog site of Ms. Bianca Gonzales -- tv host personality] and @Magic899 [twitter of Magic 89.9 -- radio station here in Manila] for other list of groups. Twitter is also a great avenue right now to raise your concerns regarding info on ways to help.

2. Speaking of Twitter, I've read a few who are spreading tweets on how to help and sharing their sentiment...Of course our fellow Pinoy celebrities and to the ff: Demi Moore, Shontelle and Demi Lovato (cause these were the few I've seen...I'm sure there are more international artists tweeting about it)...Thank you =)

3. To those who were hit badly by the aftermath, I know I may not be one of those who could alleviate the pain but I'll keep you guys in my prayers that the country will be able to survive and continue to live one day at a time...

4. To my officemates, friends and loved ones, I hope you are all doing well now...I'm sure this incident isn't a good one and it's painful to see that you're hard-earned stuff are just washed away, but keep in mind that everything happens for a reason and in losing, we realize the bare essentials in life.

We'll all be well soon...Keep the faith everyone...

xoxo,
Calai

song for the day: Heal the World - Michael Jackson

bittersweet and blessed...

Back from the ruins...

Yesterday, Sept 25, 2009 was another tragic event that made the country united in efforts and in prayers...Typhoon "Ondoy" hit Luzon, went away now and obviously, left sooo many traces -- flooded areas, destroyed houses, homeless and evacuated people and deaths.

After the storm, I'm thankful that me and my family are intact. We just ended up having no electricity for one day and a few hours. As I went to church this afternoon, it made me even more thankful and blessed that our family was ok. Despite that, the pain is sinking in to me at the moment because the rest of the country -- those who were hit hard by the storm -- are still in the process of being saved.

Our country may have been left with bad traces, but this made us see that Filipinos can always come together and unite for their fellowmen. A lot are volunteering to rescue and donating material needs for those who badly need at the moment.

I won't prolong this further...I still feel that even if I'm ok now, I don't deserve to splurge so much at the moment...If you would like to help in the least possible way you can, you can check on these two websites how:

abs-cbnews.com
gmanews.tv

"Lord, thank You...and I pray for those who still need help right now, please keep them under the mantle of Your protection and love..."

all the while i thought im the only one...

It's been a week already since I bummed out from work...Thankful that I get to have good night sleeps for the past few days and catch up on some of the things I missed [watching tv and reading books]...But of course, I can't be like this forever...I still have to do something relevant to keep up with the personal finances and my family's needs.

Anyway, I don't know but I think God is really making little miracles for me not to give up...I came across this website that I've always wanted to submit an article on and then, I saw this post...Guys, read this until the end for you to completely understand...The writer and I have a few similarities on this story, but that's not exactly the point...Here it is...

Youngblood

Out of here
By Anna Veniza R. Arcilla

Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 02:10:00 09/12/2009

Filed Under: Employment

Soon I will be leaving the company that has been my home for two years and nine months. The idea of leaving has been giving me nightmares, but I know this is what I really want.

When I first joined the company, I was an idealistic neophyte who believed that as long as I was doing my job, no problems would arise. I was happy with the company, and it became a second home for me. I gained friends and even won their respect and loyalty. I developed feelings for someone who turned out to be a womanizer (the feeling lasted for only one month), and now he is my ka tropa. I fell seriously for an IT guy with a wide forehead (who just got promoted recently), and now we are kind of “MU” (mutual understanding) after two years of waiting. And I was able to save enough money for some of my future plans.

Months passed. New people were hired, and trained. Some old co-workers got promoted and some left for reasons I could not comprehend at first.

Then it suddenly dawned on me that something was wrong with the situation. There were nice people who got promoted and began sprouting horns on their heads. There were others who were already bad even before they were hired and they were spreading discontent and havoc.I saw a couple of my fellow workers crying because a monster of a manager had screamed at them. Even as tears continued to flow from their swollen eyes, they were still checking documents and searching for errors, no matter how hard it was to focus on the computer screen.

I saw my pregnant friend crying because a satanic manager was cursing her online. Another friend was humiliated by a moody manager when she filed for a leave of absence.

I reacted violently when the company decided to increase our salaries based on our rating system. A nice manager had given a neophyte a grade of 4+ (even if he was still committing a lot of errors) while another manager gave an experienced worker a grade of 2 (even though she was one of the best employees). The neophyte received a P1,700 salary increase and the latter got a P300 increase. Was that fair?

I learned that when somebody got promoted, it meant he had stepped on someone else, like crabs in a basket. I also learned that an employee is only an employee, and no matter how long he has been in the company and how hard he has been working, he still remains just an employee—without a voice, without the right to talk or to question things, and with the duty to follow and act dumb.

I am not saying this because I feel bitter. Bitter over what? Because I have never been promoted even if I have put all my energies into my work? Because I sacrificed time for my family so I could render overtime work in compliance with orders of my superiors? When my mom died in a hospital, I didn’t know about it until my shift was over because we were not allowed to bring cell phones into the work area.

It is every worker’s dream to be promoted because it means receiving a salary higher as well as some perks and privileges. But in this company, I cannot even dream of being promoted because that won’t change anything. Instead it will give the people above you another excuse to bully you.

I know that I am sounding like a spoiled brat, sulking over things I cannot have. But sometimes you need to act like a brat so that you will get what you really want. And now all I want is a work place that will be a true second home for me.

So, I had this plan of leaving, and a plan to find a replacement. Then I told my boss that I was quitting.

Two of the best managers of our department talked to me and told me they were happy with my decision. They understood and they knew how I felt. They seemed actually to share my relief as I was telling them about my decision.

Friends are asking me what made me quit. I tell them there is life after work, and that I need my life back. I need to slow down and assess my life and feel free for a while. And my only regret is that I didn’t do it earlier. I’m not running from the things that make me apply excessive eye liner and eye shadow to express my anger, I just want to clear my mind and know who I really am.

Now I realize that working hard is not enough to make one happy on the job. Some things aren’t good as what we want to be. I know that by leaving, I can learn things other than what I know now. I am not dumb, and I don’t want to be forever following black witches’ orders.

I used to be a kind, soft-spoken girl with an understanding heart, but now I am completely the opposite. I came to the point of looking at life as if it’s a curse. I don’t want myself to continue hating life.

I want the old me but I want to bring with me the things I learned. This place has made me strong. It taught me to be thankful for living a simple life, simple yet happy. It also made me realize that I miss my family and friends.

My father told me that I should look for a new job where I can be happy and which will not take me far from them. He reminded me that they had taught me and my siblings to believe that simplicity spells happiness. Who am I to disagree?

When I go, I will be leaving behind the people who have been nice to me. But this is a small world and I know we will bump into each other again and again. And there is Facebook and Friendster to help us stay in touch. As for the IT guy, he will still be there, texting me every night.

(Anna Veniza R. Arcilla, 26, is a graduate of Jose Rizal University with a Bachelor of Commercial Science Major in Management degree.)

To my former officemates, I think you might have the idea about how is this article related to me...But to the rest of my readers, this is an eye-opener...On how you'll take this? Well, I just hope with an open mind and heart, as what I am doing at this present stage in my life.

source: inquirer.net

David Archie's performance in the ALMA awards

Alright, I'm not in the writing hype to post on a lot of stuff...But since there are already readers / viewers here on my blogsite *THANKS SO MUCH* =), I just want to share David Archuleta's performance in the recent ALMA Awards [award giving body honoring Latin American achievers]. The title of the song is "Contigo En La Distancia" [With You at Distance -- English translation]. It was actually performed by a fellow Latin American, Christina Aguilera, years ago. It's just that it became applauded and popular now because of David...

Back in college, I didn't have any subject of any other language besides English and Filipino. Well, it was more of Math subjects, no wonder. But in a way, the Spanish language had it's second home here in the Philippines because tracing back Philippine history, we were colonized by the Spaniards for 300+ years. Now I think I have to go back learning a few -- just a few...haha^_^

i've grown up...

No matter how many times we say we don't want to get emotional over a certain thing, we still end up being one...

5 years back, I was just a newbie with months of experience from a call center company. I was adjusting my hours of sleep from making the day my sleeptime to getting back to the "normal" body clock. Confident answering calls but no need to speak in English -- all it takes is some bargaining and saying things properly. And there I was, a purchasing engineer who had dreams and goals to fulfill and challenges to surpass in the everyday grind.

I made friends through time who came and left as well, believing there are better things awaiting outside the four walls of this building. Friendships that developed through years of cranky jokes and serious talks of life's ordeals. Smiling and being happy accomplishing one task under pressure. Close to tears that was supposed to be shed because of the disappointments and mistakes that could have been avoided sometimes.

I used to be the nobody that they call the "newbie". Now, seeing me they would either exchange "hellos" "smiles" or short conversations. And from those, it ends up to bonding moments, whether because of a party or of talking over personal problems. I used to just sing in my workstation over songs that I hear from my computer or my mp3 player. Now, they would ask me every year if I am going to perform or if I would be practicing for a company event. I used to be the center of joke times until I became the one who would start up a joke towards another "forgetful" officemate or anyone I could start a punchline for a joke. I used to cry or shed a tear because of a simple reprimand or disappointment but now I learned that after a disappointment, you have to get up and get going. Receiving challenges were something that annoy me easily but now it's like a vitamin that I'd rather work on something than waste time and thinking of something to do. Challenges will always be there in life, but as my dad said, I must not give up.

If I would post all the things I learned from my 5 years of stay at this company, it would be boring for some to read. One thing certain, I learned a lot...I shall take them to the next destination of my life --- whichever road that would be...

Some people have been asking, "where are you heading after this resignation?". I got options actually. It's just how will I make them fruitful and where will I really end up. It a mixture of my effort, determination and faith plus God's grace and guidance.

To all my officemates, from the past and current, thank you for making my 5-year stay in Megaworld a memorable one. To those who became my friends are now part of my circle, the friendships will always be there and as I always say, distance and time ain't barriers anymore.

To the company, thank you for the opportunities and the challenges. It made me a better person from the "newbie" that I was 5 years ago. It made me stable and settled for the past 5 years and it saved me during the time I was looking for a new job.

Consummatum est... off to a new beginning...where would that be??? All I can say is I hope it is for the best...Now, I've grown up....

first things first...

I am days away till I say "ciao" and head off to a new chapter of my career life...And as I head off to that new journey, I'd better have that list of what-to-do's and get rid of the limbo state...

1. Clean the house and de-clutter...DEFINITELY!!!...
-- sad to say, I'm the only one working on that errand at home...tsktsk...
2. Throw away old, unnecessary stuff...and re-organize my files and my room...WHEW!!!
-- this will take more than a day...
3. Work on stuff that can make me earn a few for the time being...
-- NO FURTHER ELABORATIONS FOR NOW...but IT WILL SURELY BE POSTED FOR POTENTIAL CLIENTS4. Catch up on reading books, new songs and watching DVD's...YES PLEASE!!!

5. Eat and sleep...in ample amounts...6. Submit applications...JUST IN CASE...
7. Learn something new, creative stuff...HMMM, LETS KEEP OUR FINGERS CROSSED ON THIS...HAHA
8. Lastly, say my little prayers of thanksgiving and strength to keep going and move forward to better things in my so-called life...
WHATEVER HAPPENS IN BETWEEN THESE...I PRAY IT'S FOR THE BEST...
Before, I used to do what's just normal and complacent...First things first, it's about time I do some things till I get to what I love, one step at a time...

song for the day: One Step at a Time - Jordin Sparks

it's all in New York...

Well, just wasting time before I head to sleep...and here's just two videos from two events in New York...in the field of sports and music...

MTV held it's Video Music Awards in New York...and amidst the glitter and cheers, a scene was caused by a singer named Kanye West to another singer named Taylor Swift...Take a close look...

And after that incident, it was a class act for Beyonce to do this and save Taylor...

To Kanye, seriously that isn't a sign of maturity and manhood...1st, Taylor Swift is a woman, she deserves respect...and above all, be a good sport...Regardless if you apologize, the damage has been done and the disrespectful act is on You Tube now...Beyonce, you were awesome and humble enough to do such token in return for Taylor...And to Taylor Swift, well it may have been an embarrassing experience but stand up and dust it off...Still, congratulations on your Best Female Video from the VMA's

On a lighter and better note, in the field of sports, here's a vid of David Archuleta performing "America the Beautiful" in the US Open Women's Finals.

So more or less, you have an idea how the songs from the Christmas album will sound like. It actually gave me the goosebumps on the last part...This one is deserves my awesome applause...David, we heart you all the more...You saved the day^_^

That's all in New York, New York, New York...

**videos courtesy of You Tube**

don't stop...hold on...

when you feel sick and tired of the negative things going on with your life...

when you feel that you have cried so much that your eyes are drying up...

when you feel that one loud and long scream is what you need to release the tensions inside your heart...

when you feel there's no detour in the road you're taking...

when you feel it's time to stop...

that's when something comes up and makes us realize that we shouldn't get sick and tired...that's when little miracles come along the way...that's when God tells us there's no reason for you to push yourself lower the pit...

The past few weeks was the lowest period of my year. I know it's a breather that after 5 long years I'm taking my career path to a different direction. But, seeing that I might end up in limbo state -- not knowing where I'd head next or not having a new job yet to replace -- is really depressing. For some, it might not be a major problem. For some, the decision I made could be a mistake. But if this mistake will be a way for me to learn and stand up again, I'm taking the challenge...

All of a sudden, from all my depressions and stresses of where I'll be heading next, a stop to think and pray was all I needed to keep me going again. When I stopped and cried out my all in my room, that's when I realized there's still so much more awaiting for me. This financial-problem-phase will just be temporary. That's when the other options and little miracles came to me. My family who never stopped believing I could still get a better job this time kept telling me to keep going. My friends who never ceased to remind me that this is just temporary. They have been sending messages to me of support and of options what to do for the meantime, instead of giving me the blame.

Honestly, I don't need reprimands at the moment because I know where my fault line is already. I should have made this decision before and I should have not made a thing or two opportunities pass before...But read this, "THAT WAS BEFORE"...I'm in for the next stage of my life -- get a new job here in the country or abroad or better yet, make this small business work. I've had enough of the crying and the depression. The stress already made me physically sick -- SO THAT'S REALLY ENOUGH. I've put myself down, made mistake but now, I'm gonna keep going and aim to get to where I should be.

So to those who have or are still pessimistic like I was weeks ago, I can't be too prophetic here...Don't worry too much [my friends were right...]...And when you feel you're gonna breakdown into the bottomless pit, pray...PRAY HARDER...AND DON'T QUIT...

Let me leave this quotation that I've always kept in mind the moment I saw this in Nike store in Greenbelt [haha...just in case you are curious to check]

"DON'T STOP WHEN YOU'RE TIRED, STOP WHEN YOU'RE DONE"...

PS. Let me leave as well my song-slash-video for the weeks to come [in memories from the Archuleta and Cook Live in Manila]...I just can't help it cause it's still in my memory and I love this song...enjoy^_^

My Hands - David Archuleta

music bits and pieces...

I'm doing this not just to inform you guys but to keep me off track for the past few weeks of pressure and negative comments...[damn...i ABSOLUTELY HATE it...]

Anyway, here's just some random news...

**Danny Gokey**

Finally, one of the the top4 Idols this American Idol Season 8, Danny Gokey, signed a record deal with 19records/RCA Nashville. His first album will be recorded in Nashville, Tennessee and the single will be released late this fall. The album will be released in March, 2010.

CONGRATS, Danny!!! I've been waiting for this news to finally come into reality for a while...^_^

**Black Eyed Peas**

Over the weekend, it's all in the news that the Malaysian government has banned Muslims to go to the Black Eyed Peas concert set this Sept. 25 in KL. This is because the event will be sponsored by the Irish beer giant, Guinness, whereas alcohol consumption is prohibited in Malaysia. Non-Muslims can go according to the government's spokesperson.

No updates yet as to there were sudden changes regarding this order.

Well, when religion starts to set in, no Black Eyed Peas can even protest to that...It's all about respect...It's not something racial cause it was their government who set that rule...But, sometimes, don't we just wish that race, religion and cultures wouldn't be an issue in appreciating music and watching music artists...

**Backstreet Boys**

The boyband that made girls scream in the 90's -- the Backstreet Boys -- is set to release a new album on October 6 entitled, "This is Us". Minus Kevin in the group, their latest single is entitled "Straight from the Heart" and they are also planning tours again to promote the album.

They've visited the Philippines a couple of times already and being a teen in the 90's, BSB has been one of my absolute faves...I just hope this will add up to the mark they have already established in the music industry...

**David Archuleta**

Days ago, there was a post about what his line up for the Christmas album would be...Well, it has already been said to be just a rumor...Actually, he's been tweeting lately that he's doing recordings still to finish up the album...So peeps, just wait for it...David loves giving surprises really...haha...One thing certain that isn't a surprise, his Christmas album entitled "Christmas from the Heart" will be released on October 13 and can be pre-ordered in Amazon.com...

Whew...said much already...catch up a few here soon^_^

sources: usatoday.com; huffingtonpost.com; aceshowbiz.com; twitter.com

calai for a weekend^_^

"simply we'll remember, while we're dancing in September..." and yesss...IT IS SEPTEMBER!!!

Here in the Philippines, Christmas season starts in this month. For some strange reason, radio stations play a few Christmas songs already. Christmas decos will be in the streets and establishments in the weeks to come...

But since I don't feel that excited to celebrate it just yet, how was my long weekend??? Hmmm...

1. A lunch treat, text messages, attending the Mass and a surprise phone call I made for Nabil and Izza -- all on that Saturday. The phone call lasted for 7 minutes but it was a fun one. How I wish it could have been longer or how I wish it was more than a phone call...

2. Home errands, food craving and chats with friends on a Sunday...Having dinner and long talks with friends don't happen everyday, especially now.

First stop was a Mexican foodie at Mexicali. I've been missing to eat TACOS my love for quite sometime already...wooohooo...


Then, a sweet deal and more chats at Red Mango...and I must say, I love the place. It's all in the blogosphere on how people love to keep coming back here. They've got yogurts where you can choose your own toppings for it. They also got smoothies, waffles and coffee. Definitely, it's my new crave!!!



3. Well, for the NTH time, I've been telling myself I'm gonna watch the movie "UP"...and finally I did...It's not just a cartoon *kiddie-giddy* stuff. It's for all ages. It isn't just a movie about a house that was lifted by tons of balloons. It was more than that...It reminded me of my grandparents on how they loved each other. It's about loving others in general.

And another, one of the heads in making this movie was a Filipino...He was featured in the local news days ago...So, there's a dash of Pinoy pride in me that made me watch this movie...It's nice to know that there are Filipinos working in Pixar... *applause*applause* ^_^


And to cap off my night, I went to a parlor owned by one of my choirmates, Ate Rose. The place is called Zamyu...so if there are Pasiguenos reading this blog site, check out her parlor -- It's in Kapasigan...


After 48 years [hehe...not quite], I finally had my hair shorter...I used to have long hair for the past 5 years already. Sometimes, we try stick to what we have and are afraid to get out of our comfort zone simply because we are afraid of what we're gonna end up afterwards...This time around, I've been so negative lately, it's time I start making a change beginning with the way I look...It brings out a different feeling and the motivation starts to get going...AGAIN...Thanks to those who gave me good compliments for my new 'do...And don't worry, this will grow long again in time...For now, I'm just loving and embracing it...

**song for the day:::::> Jesus Take the Wheel -- Carrie Underwood / Danny Gokey ^_^**